Believe in What You Feel Inside – January 2019
Dream big
But do not force the NOW-
allow them to grow organically
& they all will be realized
God’s timing
Mellow with eyes
& ears open
Journal
Journal
Journal
Massive Disruption – March 2019
Trauma
Life altering
Begs
Borrows
and Steals
the Deep Well of Love
Goes dry
But Just for a while
to Regenerate
Repair
Make amends
for the Lack
The Ebb of the Tide
of Tomorrow
All things are transient
All things are new.
Become stale quickly
When denied the oxygen
The breath of life
Without which there is no tomorrow
No reason to Live another day.
Those who yearn
Lust of the stage of this earth
are only pons
in the Great Chess Game
Where the Kings & Queens
Make noble
Fake not
Break not
Bring the liar
to their knees
To say Yes to the Great Asen
Stiff Necked Weary Worriers
Patience People
Without the assist of the Helper
Life becomes a bog
a slog
quicksand
Stiff necked means
Missing parts-
Loveliness in reserve
in suspension
Lowliness pervades
Permeates
Percolates
Passes through
On its way to the nether world
Tested
Refined
Become the Holy Grail
the long sought and never found
Missing throughout the Ages
Not seen
Too close
they have one eye
and one ear
single focus
ready to refute
and argue about nothingness
all that matters not
Politics mostly…
Where for thou Goest – March 2019
So shall I
Not Kosher
Not possible
to be counter
it becomes obtuse
Offensive
and lethal to the soft
grateful Presence
an made holy by accepting
Loving
Being
Knowing that lonely
Cannot be
it is a self imposed state
Outside the Garden
17 years honing on this ‘Self-selected’ Cross
Holding pattern for eternity
or come down now
For me and all of my Swaddled
and giving to Mary to do with as She Wishes
Have the courage to manage Idols and Sycophants-
It is in You that I find my Heart
My Heart only knows You
and Your Mother
My Life
No Other
No other Way
than the Way of the Cross’
Those like-minded
will be there to support me
the Father
Reigns
Rocks
I revel in the Love that I have found
Take me
Break me
I am yours and will follow Your lead-
Hovering above – March 2019
Traveling at warp speed …
But unnoticed to the wary eye
Thin the air aloft
Set off across the space so clear
forest flies and dragon flies
In time,
We travel
to a place that we once knew
Subiaco
Camelot
Sir Lancelot on a fine stetted
and Maid Marion
The wallpaper of my psyche
My soul
The fly on the wall
inexorably mine
Stealing Poetry from Robert Frost -The Speck
A speck that would have been above my sight
On the Wallpaper high
Camouflage
When something strange about it
made me think…
Inexorably linked …
To all that is
Was
and will forever be….
and Never to be taken
Shared
the Elysian field Open
fragile
and fraught with mystery and awe
O Lord – March – 2019
You find me
Where I hide
Where I pray
Never leave me
and those who follow me…
My swaddled and given to Mother Mary
The Wise Men Knew – 2019
They follow a star
So should we
The science of energy
Told
Confirmed
Choice made
unfold like clockwork
of the a knowing God
In Who we are suspended
Live and Breathe
He is the Breath and we are the Branches
Profound in the Mundane – May 2019
Where the rubber meets the road
Tread bare
We care to tread
Hapless
Hopeless
None-the-less – we are
Above all
or between the wall of the world
We choose
or are driven by the stars light
Finding Center
Failing and rising again
To find a new center
Ebb and tide of eternity
Ever lasting
Ever ceasing
All knowing
All encompassing
Other is the reason – we are
Ego shell dissolved by love
Alter ego waiting to be
Bless the addict in a holding pattern
We find our way the we find Other
Other is the reason we are
and the only reason to be
Truth emerges & we are free
To Range and fly above the earth into a space
Eternity!
Without other
We are the only the dust of the earth
Ego – not planted in
Clay
In the Way – May 2019
Show me
Grow me
Let me be who I am
Who I am to be
Because of You
Those who know
Those who do not know
All the same
Blame
Frame other to pretend
They are real
When they are not
Not at all a person
But a Speck of nothing
The Small Mind pretends
The Small Mind knows it all
In the realm of Self
Not other…
Truth is perception
Perception is just another lie
Who cares
The stars set reality & we obey
or not
I will no longer speak much with You,
For the ruler of the world is coming.
They have no power over me,
But the world must know that I love the Father
And that I do just as the Father has commanded me.”
My command is to retreat!
For now and forever more ?
I will not and cannot betray who I am or who I am meant to be..
The Grower – May 2019
Sees ahead
Plants
and Plans for all contingencies
Knows the weather
Uncertain and unforgiving
Counts on blessings
Knows the soil
Fragile
Complex
and needy
Knows the laborers
Needy
Fragile and complex
The yield if often Providential
Depends on the earth and the sea tides
Cosmic driven
Cosmic received
Grace and Gratitude
Heart Felt
Evening Prayer – May 2019
Hidden inside
Knowing
Trusting that no matter what happens
Life is Transitory
The pain is brief
and All will be worked out for the good,
Haters will hate
Judgers will judge
To wait for ‘the Promise’ of the Father – June 2019
Resurrection
Vindication
Faithfulness
Trust
Endurance
Bears fruit
Fear
Anxiety
Blocks the flow of Eternity1
His Love – June 2019
He will Renew you in His love
He will sing joyfully because of you
Faithfully Yours
Mindfully mine
Whither thou goest
I go
It is easy when there is Wind beneath your wings
Breath for Breathing
Heart beats to the tune of the Cosmos
Flow
Freedom to soar
Not my Will
But the Will of Eternity
May the Eyes of Hearts be Enlightened’ – June 2019
Hearts reign over us
Emotions
Mind instructs
Discern is the ‘habit of the Mind’
The eyes of the heart are Mary
She sees all
Knows all and IS
It is not a choice
But an eternal assignment
That was
Is
and Ever will be
Before the foundation of time
Small Minds
Think they know it all!
When they do in the Small Mind box they inhabit
The Minds of the Mind of Chris are programmed to see others as friends
The Small minds see there as fro OFF!
To be avoided
So as not to infect!
With the GRACE OF GOD!
O horrors!
Small minds resist change
Closed
Judging and Perceiving nothingness
Are only clay which will Remain
When eternity falls
The Far Away God So Close – June 2019
The Divine Presence
The Autumn Mist
We are the clay suspend
In the flow
Flow the Chi of the living God
The Sacred Space in Between the Flow
Of Grace
Chi, the guardian spirit or God
Where we find God
Not that of Moses
but that of the Christ
The Breath of the Holy Spirit
On Pentecost day-
Chi hovers – Like a Dove
Lay Down Your Life for Abundant & Everlasting Life – June 2019
And I consecrate myself for them,
so that they also may be consecrated in truth.”
I gave them your Word, and the world hated them
‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’”
When glimmering of Truth fall on deaf ears & blind eyes
Be joyful
They may not catch the Light
But Those who are meant to receive
Will receive
and those who are of the world only
Will mock and jeer
Grace from broadcasting the Truth
Without expectations
Seeds not sewn
Can never become a fruitful vine.
Gentle Angel of Light – June 2019
Be with me today
To find truth where it lies beneath the plane
the dim
See beyond perception
a notion of nothingness
no judgement
no fault
only rapture where heaven lives
breaths and cradles our being
Let light shine out of darkness
Has shown in out hearts to bring light Chi-
the circulating life force whose existence and properties are the basis of much Chinese philosophy and medicine.
Søren Kierkegaard (1813—1855)
Kant – All human knowledge begins with intuitions, proceeds from thence to concepts, and ends with ideas.
My Prayer – June 2019
My hope
is in God’s Plan
Mapping my life
Trusting in all
The anxious leaning
The uncertainty
Save for the confirmation of right and wrong
I know how it will all end
For the Good of Creation
A Pawn I am
Expendable
Useful
In Love with Life
Mistakes were made to be seeds of the Holy Spirit
To understand the Way
The Way of the Cross
That we are all call to bear
The Heart of Darkness – June 2019
Holding Pattern
The Pain so deep
Paralyzing
Without the Light
There is no day
Frigid
Job – Lost all
Family taken from Him
Job always knew how it would end.
When it Rains – Something grows!
The Narrow Gate – June 2019
Upwelling from the Census
Thought track to the ‘Narrow Gate’
Raw & Perceived
They pass through the Narrow Gate of the Mind
The Wet-back holding point
When – if paused
Can be made clean by a Pause
& a choice – to allow it unfinished & raw
or polished and sacred
Positivity begins here
by chosen
to reject the negative
Polish it with a chosen positive spin
A seed planted
Watered and fertilized
This is how a mind is made Mindful!
I Know You Have this Covered – June 2019
From the very foundation of time!
So why worry
Just let it come to me!
All that is Ordained
Will come to pass
My Swaddlings will flourish
Perfection & Happiness will be
My Way is the Highway to perfect joy!
He has done all of the Heavy Lifting
Lifting high on the Cross
We are only Dust in the Wind
The Holy Spirit
The Autumn Mist
Suspended in the Life Force
that You are!
Mary – In the Middle
Protestants do not speak to her
Little do they know –
She is the link between the Father & the Son!
The Missing Link
The Mystery of the Universe
The Legend of Life
Love
Living
A lonely life I have chosen
FAR away and Yet so near – July 2019
My Lord
My God
You are here
Never to know
Never to see
Not heard
But to feel
But only in Whispers
Often not perceived
Why have you hidden?
The Lord of many forms
Many faces
Many fears of many lives
Lived all at once
Now
The Spirit of Ages
Come to me
Feed on my gratitude
Live in my love
Trip through my wires
Where on the Streets of Philadelphia
Battered & Bruised
Unrecognizable to try myself
Hear the blood in my veins…
A cheque pas d’faux (false peace)
Savant of peace
Wise person of intellect
Immortality
Know that I Am God
Last to die…
Being Safe – July 2019
It is in this place that I find my peace
My happiness
My love of all things holy
Sacred
Worthy
Sing a new song
Not wrought with anxiety
But with knowing
Favor
Savant of the Sacred
Savant intellectual, scholar, sage, philosopher, thinker, learned person, wise person, Solomon; guru, master, authority
Love Is- July 2019
Love is a gift
Not freely given
and not chosen
But granted to one in harms-way
or in danger of loss
Man cannot choose to be in-love
that would be a lie
and will collapse
over time and stress
Fracture
Fold
Fall to pieces
But Eternally-given love
Love is life force
Late for Choir Rehearsal! July 2 Eclipse
I came to Sing –
Like a meadowlark!
Blind ~ she was
Sang for the king
But he loved her so
He gave her sight!
To sing for him
She loved him so
She died.
I came to sing and hear the sky flowing and soaring above the land
I came to sing & the Music died!
The Ravens and hawks swooped over & drowned every single note of sweetness!
I came to sing and the vultures swarmed & soared in circles
Looking for death ~ rotting flesh!
I came to sing and they gathered to breathe empty thoughts and regrets
I came to sing and lost heart
Lost soul
Listening to the Music that never was!
I came to sing and found myself crying aloud for all creation ~ bright and beautiful
I cam to sing and found a place in my core that was never lit before
Silently there was no more!
The Smartest Earthworm on the Planet – August 2019
Knows nothing but the business of the day
Blind
Deaf to distractions
In Love with Mission
Stops a nothing to fulfill
Sees no evil
Hears vibrations and
Warnings to move to the step of a different drum~
Ok with being the lowest on the totem pole of the sky
Loves all others
Not just the other earthworms who are ‘Just like me’!
Suffering of others
Intolerable ~ not to be tolerated
But ‘Martha-tized”
Today I am Grateful – August 2019
For a mind that can see patterns & anticipate moves!
For a Heart in love with The Sacred Heart
and his Mother
The Poor & Needy to love!
Swaddled and Cared for by the Sky above
With the Birds, Beasts Insects and Earthworms that make castings’
Leaving the soil more fertile then before
For Hyper-vigilant, angry neighbors
Who watch me ~ should I fall!
They keep me happy and full of grace!
I thank them for all the good they do for me!
For my nephews who chose to leave before their time and
For the Righteous anger burning inside
Always vigilant ~ to bring down
The criminals that cut them down.
For My Grandchildren ~ all those that love them ~ and all of those who who have gone before!
Intoxication – August 2019
the Tipping Point
Two inebriated souls walking by
One was heaving
The other was Yelling to the sky!
Alcohol a solvent
Stealing their future-
They do not care
May just be a ‘Creation Correction’
or hopefully only a Holding Pattern!
The Assumption – Mary remained with her about three months
and then returned to her home. August 2019
Fiat
Yes to all
It is easily that Way
The Way of your Personal Cross
Becomes
A Way of Life
Blessed
Guarded & Guaranteed
Pain when in Desolation
to reach Nirvana
Stones to walk on
Stones to be thrown at you
But at least
the Promise know
Will be kept!
End Times – August 2019
Fix Your Heart
Fix your eyes on the end
Fix your intentions on winning
The Race to the Stars
It is in this State of Being
That will bring prosperity
Peace
and Divine Guidance
Stuck in a Holding Pattern – August 2019
or Mind under renovation (Depression)
Parachute ~ Not an option
Speeding up the Remodel
Often causes more delays!
Keep an eye on the end
Glorious and Efficient
Brand new!
Angst
Anxiety
Unnecessary noise
Patience-
Power to Overcome-
Materialism Problematic – August 2019
Focus on material possessions-
Lessens competence-
the ‘good life’ – no longer appreciated
Generates negative emotions
that make happiness and well-being
relatedness and Gratitude dissipate-
Gratitude ~ August 2019
A massively underutilized tool
For life improvement
Forgotten
Remembered not
Steals positivity
Take but a moment
To ask why be grateful?
Like digging for gold
Taking time to find the glitter in the darkness!
Sake of the Kingdom of God! – August 2019
Forsake the World
The Secular Business
Nothingness
That grows to more nothingness
Grass Roots beginning
Make for the Substance
The Sustenance of The Spirit
We are meant to be
Creating the World with Thoughts – August 2019
Your Word
Quantum-like
Knits a state-of-being
Embellishes
Mends tears
Makes life comfortable
or full of Nettles
Gnats and Rats
It is simple
So hard to believe
Practice makes Perfect
Today I witnessed a Fraud August – 2019
an Actor of enormous proportions-
An avid addict
Willing to do what ever it takes
To find the next ‘fix’
Destiny on hold ~ for now or
forever
Displacing goodness for nothingness
with joy and relish
Flamboyance
Just to feel the kiss of the Anti-christ
Pharma~
Loosing the essences of life
Exchanging it for the haze of nothingness
When will it all end?
Many choose to end by snuffing-out eternal life
and end up a bit of matter
without life’s essence – eternal
2nd Coming will be
But not for all
only the strong – chosen will survive
I am done with phony frauds
With Small minded
Narrow minded
Ignorant ~ loving to be ignorant small minds
It is integrity
Truth
Honesty – to the enth degree that I crave
Not the Small-minded political correctness that keep one stuck in for eternity!
Full Moon & Friday 13 ~ Amplifies – September
While search for a Word to light
in the light of day
The night of day
A mighty muse
came my way
Amplify
Simplify
Be happy
Choose to Pause & Pray!
Keep soul humming and purring
The energy Recycles
and becomes one with the universe
not blocked and stuck in the mud of the Sands of Time
growing mold
and going
Going gone!
Bless those Who Curse You – September 2019
Life Lived int the Land of ‘Off’
or Ode to Nothingness
Politicians hate
Defend their correctness
In-laws – hate, judge & gossip white lies
To Avoid ‘Hurting the Feelings’ of of the blind, deaf & clueless
Scan the environment to find faults and take pot shots
Snipers with Skill to behold
Not to hold!
All the Medicines – September 2019
Big, Western, Functional ~ pedal their wares
To treat the symptom and not the heart
All for Profit & not necessarily for the heart
To fit the Form of a Business Model of Greed
Abort the babies
That are in the Way of the Path to Nothingness
Pleasure
Not pain
Useful extinction of that ‘Mentality of Me’
Allow them to control birth & not bring in new life
Only to destroy
It it cannot be controlled ~
It must be condemned
Murder not an adaptive quality for the slow process of Evolving
‘Tact’- is the lie they speak
The Language of Integrity ~ foreign to them
No translation
However ~
Useful to protect the Alter Ego
A martyrs heart they command
With Skill and Agility ~
Hypocrites, Scribes, Pharisees Money Changer, Tax collectors and all
Still Alive and well today!
Still nailing Him to the Cross of Dysfunction
Making A place to live and die
Cold, harsh & empty
The Insecure Sycophants – September 2109
Propped up by Flattery and Deception
Longing to Speak the Truth ~
But cannot see beyond the shadow of their lies
Lawyers
Lawsuits
Restraining orders
To shore up their lies
What lies ahead for them ~
What’s in your Wallet!
For Whom the Belle tolls – September 2019
In my way
Over my head
Is the path I have chosen!
It is better this way
The Spirit show wear
But does not care
The Secular Ways of the World
Fatal to the Soul
The transport to Eternal Life & beyond
Hardwired by Henry andffgbvcfg A
Soulfully & skillfully made by Evelyn
The abandoned orphan
Who never gave up!
Quitting ever an option
Not even a ‘nice-to-have’
Grace that flows through the generations
only to be recycled
Progressive loops of love
Leaving nothing to the imagination
But holy dreams to fulfill
Awake – September 2019
Awake
But not
Alive
But not
Incoming arrives & glares
The stars know
but care not to share
The Plants align
In fancy formations
Heavenly hash
The Wheels of the chariot
Creation bound
Turn & Retrograde
Refit
The pain of the hour
Waxes & wanes with the Moon
It is in not knowing that we know
It is believing that we trust
It is dying that we are born to Eternal life
The Best – September – 2019
Yet to come
Yet to become
Yet to be
The Cosmos never checks out
Waxes & Wanes
But every present
Lion King roar
Whisper of the Word
Whisper of the Wind
Those who care
Wear gratitude & wisdom
Breathe
with Changing speed
Wisdom – September 2019
In all her gentle breezes
Takes us port to port
Like a plant
We grow
Port to port
Plantet to plantet
Star to star
Ratcheting though time
All is
Was & to be
From the foundation of time
We know not
Trust that the end will be Happy
Bonded & Full of Grace
Fix Our Scales for Cheating – September 2019
Past
Present
& Future
Saturn night is over
The healing has begun
Beauty surrounds
Favor is the rule of day
The Last now the First again
Healing
Hoping
Trusting the New Way of the old Cross
The new Moon
Days of yore
Nights of frightful sweats
Past
The New world awaits for us all
Finally
Appetite for all things that nourish
All life!
Mind Body & Soul
On the Rise!!
Nullify – September 2019
Addie lair
Unclean & unkept
Lust for energy ~ only to steel from others
Sees only self
alter Ego a distant speck
Rejects all who offer change
Knows it all
in a Special way
Uses others to gain
Rejects those who offer change
not yet ready for Prime time~
only to white lies to preserve her ways of deception
Tunnel Vision to tomorrow
Yesterday is a burnt ember
Spent
No fuel to take to the next stage!
Riddled with deception & lies
The Kraft food ‘Modern’ cheese of the Psyche!
It the vision is not in the Tunnel
It is out of bounds!
Profundity – October 2019
Wisdom
Depth & Indwelling
Thread bare
& Lonesome ~ For what may never be
Everything I know
~ I wear on my sleeve
Islands of Hope in a Sea of Sludge – October 2019
the sludge of the Small Mind ~ Not able to love
Sludge of Selfishness, blame & fear
Akin to no one but their one Small mind
A prison ~ holding pattern to be-hold & wait
Spurning Brash boldness ~’In your face’ or not at all
March to my Music ~ It save me & keeps me from you ~
Music that has no sound ~ but Me
‘I will go to where they love me & accept me in my blind dysfunction’
They appreciate my martyrs heart!
Protecting what I am to be ~ or not
The Anti-Christ in me
Blind
Deaf & Dumb
The unloveable blocked soul ~ Stuck in the Mud of Me~
Islands of Hope – October 2019
Say ‘yes’ to inconvenience
Embrace other~
Empathy is breathed like fresh air
They live for otter (not necessarily me)
Their lives are clean & encumbered by hate & prepuce
Gossip unknot & not necessary
Dead air in the Sea of Sludge
I once was blind ~ but now I See~
My One & only Love is the Presence of Thee
An island in the Sludge Sea of Me
Small Minds just bobble & bloat!
The Politically Correct
A dying breed
~ would not approve ~
The haters, presumers & deplorables They are!
& talk about it to the Comforters ~ who are willing to hear
Not the Holy Spirit of the Universe
The Mind of Christ
The Prefrontal Fare
Ode to Cats – September – 2019
They need greens
Just like We
or Hair balls become the daily fare
Just like We
Acid reflex
Acid Rain
of the Carnival Food Fare
of Western Dysfunction Thought
How can we serve if barfing up our guts?
Take Pharma ~ temporary relief ?
While the Detoxing organs are slowly destroyed
Prometheus Bound
~ liver grows back after Vulture Devour each night!
Dinosaur ~ destiny
Life, Death & Rebirth – September 2019
Constant theme in Creation
Tide go in & return
Obey the Moon
The pull of tomorrow
Rebuilt on the backs of yesterday
Pain & Sorrow
Melt into joy & forgiveness
What waxes ~ also wanes
Breath Brings in the new
Exhale expels the spent
God ~ Who knew? October 2019
God Exhales!
God Inhales & new Civilizations become
The Cycle repeated for all eternity
We are just ‘Dust’ in the Cosmic Wind
Breath of God & matter
~ in Communion
Dance with God or be damned
Dust to dust ~
“And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground
& breathed into his nostrils the breath of life & man became a living soul.”
“It is the same way with the resurrection of the dead.
Our earthly bodies are planted in the ground when we die, but they will be raised to live forever.
Our bodies are buried in brokenness, but they will be raised in glory.
They are buried in weakness, but they will be raised in strength
“In the sweat of the Holy face ~ we eat bread (not Carnival bread)
till He returns unto the ground ~ or to Medicare!
For out of it we were taken ~ for dust we are
& in the end ~ unto dust we shall return.”
God is the Space in between matter ~& the earthen vessels
Sparks through stubble ~ Creation
Earth worms to amend the clay
to make life possible for Creation
My cares – October 2019
Scare me
Dare me to Be what I could never be ~ On my own
It is in the Power of knowing ~ That we are ~
The power of Thoughtful Caring ~
Faith ~ That we Become ~
The Power of Love ~ That binds our Soul to Oneness
When God Breathes -2019
He sends the Holy Spirit on a Scavenger Hunt
When He sneezes ~ All will feel the pain!
When He coughs ~ The Dead are brought back to life!
When He forgives ~ it is a beautiful thing!
High Places
Let the chips fall where they may
Let the heads roll
& the teeth grind
the millstones sink the ship
The rats flee
The Way ~ unclear – 2019
Trust
Companionship
Faces set like Flint
Just hanging out until the next rain drop falls
How you make me feel ~ when you come looking to find fault~
The Anxious Ambivalent (Secure attachment ~ Broken)
The Worlds of the Insecurely Attached
Not their fault
Just the Drama of Creation
How they make you feel?
Stressed
Anxious
At the end of a gun pointed to the temple ~
Ready to fire
& find fault
Scanning to protect the only piece of Life’s Landscape
It is all they know & own!
Alone
Defensive
Others ‘comments’
Perceived Immediately has harsh criticism
Take-Turns not an adaptive quality for the Hunter-Gathers
Relationships ~ Control
Manipulate
or Destroy
Judging perceiving
Doing the best they can with their prescribed filters
How they make us feel~
Perpetually on-guard
Preparing (Cortisol) to fight or defend
Critical & Poking fun (demeaning ~ ALL IN FUN!
For them ~ Not others~
Unpleasant
No Joy in watching the hater hate
The Judgers judge
The Gossipers Gossip
Ok to be negative & critical of all not exactly like them
This is Not My Home
My home is where my Heart is
Sacred
Rare
The Final Test – October 2019
Here I am Lord
Now what are You going to do with me?
An earthworm without a path
A follower without a following
A Muse without music
A Mom without children
A Wife without a partner
The Gospel speaks of these folk
But not in encouraging light
So-
We are ‘dust in the wind’
the Holy Spirt
the Helper
And The Rains Came – October 2019
In sheets of frozen haze
They came
They conquered not
They did not prevail
The strength of the power of Will
Washing
Dissolving the insignificance
Want & lack
The thunder
The lighting
Abound & rebound
Surround-
To please the War Gods
The Truth Seekers left standing
That the Jokesters & Clowns adore
Eat the flesh of the bloody of bold being
They have their fun
But will loose in the end
When there is famine
Everyone loses
Hunter’s trophy case
Western Doctors
Faux healers with their bullets of pharma
Darts to throw
Look big
Throw rocks
rockets
& deny
The negative goes away
Peace at last
lasting peace
Presence
Power
Where the Fireflies Fly – October 2019
Beyond space & time
Beyond believing
Beyond space
the Place where no one knows to go
It his the Last Stop to freedom
the Place that no mortal man knows
The Breath
The Life
The meeting place for all that have game befrpr
& all that is to come
Flash – October 2019
Super Cellular
Light of light
Darkness of the deeper dark
Life Altering
Life Creating
Live giving
Autum Mist – God is
We are the matter – Droplets
He is the Space in between
Exiting to Infinity
Ego – October -2019
When Ego Prevails
& Alter Ego is aborted
Ego
A chrysalises
the worm ~ that makes casting
Is Not the final destination
only a Wolf in sheep clothing
The Beast poised to devour the Child
As the Woman labors
Impotent
Lazy ~ closed minded
& a nudge
Abhors ~ all things not Ego ~
The matter that matters not
Barley loaves & fishes prefrontal brain food
Gut-friendly foods
Fruits
Vegetables
& Un-altered whole grain
(that make the hair grow)
Loves the Faux foods that make the belly grow
the tasty meats of dishonest enterprise
Lies that do not feed the Mind of Christ
Empty
Nothingness
Ego ~ nobody
The High & Mighty – October 2019
Above the fray?
They are the fray
Ignoble
Unschooled in kindness
Ego bound & driven to stake their lot
Their lot
The barnyard
They manger
Where salvation began
Small Minds
Selfish to the core!
The projects they manage
Go down in the ground
Where the little people stay
Only to be used for fodder to stoke the fire of their Ego
Small Minds ~ remain in dust!
Woe to you!
The Weak ~ (Distorted Thinkers) ~ November 2019
Socrates ~ ‘Shadows’ as realty!
When only perception ~
Real truth ~ brings them to their knees
Cannot control ~ Anxious Depressed
– Must condemn the messenger-
Half human ~ half animal still
Trapped in the Small Mind of the Animal host
Blind, Lame & Deaf all at one time
Separated from the Mind of Christ-
Resumes to send petitions to Mary
– Rosary Foreign beads that mean nothing!
The Midbrain (Corpus Coliseum)
Lives in the sphere of Negative Distorted & unkind!
Esau’s soul mate
Perdition
Critical
Unholy
Unclean
Un happy – Longs for gratification & demeans others who cannot provide
Unschooled of the Higher Ways of of what is to come
Will change being LEFT BEHIND!
When in Limbo~Limp – November 2019
In the shadow of the Stars & Planets
Aligned to bring good fortune
or not
Gods ’s Will~
There is a flood on the way?
The Truth will prevail
The lies of the Anti-Christ will melt into madness – oblivion
Because the beer were
The fundament brain will implode & become the Mimd of Christ
or not
They will be Left behind
Chaff in the wind
The Rosary is a Weapon for these Times – November 2019
a 20 minute mediation
Work to stoke the fires & till the fields of today
Quantum thought work wonders
Create a new tomorrow
Expression of faith, hope
How Martha becomes Mary – November 2019
Martha
Born to Serve
She is there to please
To Control what is not to be controlled
She listens not to the beat of her own heart
Her mind s fettered to the Ways of the World
She marches lockstep to Her Passion
perceived
Her heart beats but to
Beats up
To notion of dogma
The Law
Not seeing other’s need to be saved
But her own earthly path
Mary is docile
& her heart is open
Her mind is willing to listen
& her actions speak volumes
Martha’s view is from this earthly space
Closed & locked
Mary sees the cosmos
Trusts
Has faith in the end point
& her passion is to walk there
Along with the Passion of Christ & His Wounded Mother Mary
What Upsets Me – November 2019
Irritation
Lack of flow with the Cosmos
Fundamentalist thinking
Thinking ~ all other are from Off!
Closed Minds
Hearts made of stone & not Silly Putty
Forever Me
Nice people that everyone loves
But cannot see into their DARK HEARTS
the grinning ‘me only’ mind of the lower fare
A Litany of Beliefs – November 2019 – a prayer
I believe & know my thoughts create
I believe in an all Powerful Cosmic Entity
the Cosmos in its entirety & everlasting presence
In Concretion to this Force
I relinquish all control & accept what is sent for me to dwell in
& on
I believe God will make right any of my decisions based on the truth that lies in my Heart
I believe We will overcome PTSD & GMO with a sense of humor & everlasting love
I believe our family will be a Perfect family ~ Much like St Amalyia & St Hedwig & Henry ~ nobles of the 10th century.
I believe to stay whole & happy lies in charity (from my 10 centuries of Charitable ancestry ~ DNA does not lie
I believe Adam (and Francis) will rise again ~ after their Death on the Cross
As will Joshua & Janna (Karen-Kevin) & George
I believe the stars & planets are precise, Holy & Creation bound
I am just an earthworm amending clay
I believe ~ God may not be opening Doors for me ~ but He could if it was in His Will
I believe in respect, reverence & everlasting connections
Fear Steals all the Good that Might Have Been
Fear of the Unknown
A test likely
To upgrade software to the next level
When fear is rampant
Irrational
But seems like it is eminent
It is likely just another test
A cross to bear
A Passion of sorts
Cross checking the choice made a the Dawn of Time
The Night Before Christmas – December 2019
Is where I intend to live all my life
In the Shadows ~ That illuminate the blind
That frolic in the Autumn Mist of memories psst
Past on to the lovers & lonely
We are but a notion of God
Home
A place that always was
A place that can never be held
A place that is forever now
Parents prepare us to sustain
Sustenance they give freely
Our nurture is broadcast minute by minute
Like God sending instruction perpetually
Received by those who long & listen for instructions & guidance
A Bucket List – December 2019
An Intention to share
A prayer for tomorrow
A wish
A dare
A prophet nod
A way of the Cross
or not
It is easy to conceive
& below the line &
Hard to defend a prayer so rare
Too early
To far out
But real not the less
The least thought
No the less
A sparkling piece of the creation puzzle
Only to be brought down from the Control Tower
At the perfectly syncopated time
Trust in the Way
In all things
Let nothing disturb you
Stay
Remain
Anxious
Disturbances
Steal all the good that might have been
Allow it to come to you
on the Wings of a Dove
the Holy Spirit
The Breath of God
He set the Moon, Planets & Stars in Place – December 2019
Rare Cosmic Bond
Endures forever
Only the stars & planets know for sure
He guides them as we pray ~ Prayer arrows
~ Navigators for the stars
the Wise men knew
Diligent & Drawn to the Truth
The Followed the bright Light
& bright Gold, Frankincense & Myrrh
Not a superstition – But the science of God
They did not worship the Sun, planters
merely obeyed the map
Never lost
there are 2 ways to think~
Idolators – detracted by dogma
Fixed Action Pattern ~ unholy
– Refuse to allow the mystery to unfold
Becoming blind & lame
& deaf to the Word
Superstition (All superstition is negative) if honored
Unfounded belief in Good – Bad luck
Rejection & not following through with
the opposite ‘science ‘
Knowing that ‘lucky’ is just the Science of God’s favor
Knowing that ‘knowing’ is God whispering
Knowing that grace, chi are the same breath of the Spirit
It is in trusting our ‘knowing’ that gives us confidence
& not myths & fears, that do not allow us to follow a spiritual path
The science of the Spirit
the Anatomy of love – grows & embellishes ‘other’
the Anatomy of fear – negative & critical (complains)
That stop grace in its tracks
Making praying to Mary a ‘superstition’
‘All roads lead to Rome’
All prayers (even to Mary & the Saints –
May be a crooked path ~ But are not lost or wasted
They Lead to God!
Demeanors, Judgers, Gossips & haters
Criticize others – (all who are not like them)
Their religion becomes a Superstition – A Mindless Fixed Action
Already decided ~ without an opportunity to discern~
It is all they know & choose to choose
They crucify with negative words
Always ready to judge & hold grudges
& are often unaware of their toxic, gentle, unholy barbs
Aimed to build their unholy ways &
Scaffolding for the Inner Child who is destined to
Remain half a huma
The better half ~ The Hippocampus
the guard of the Autobiographical Memory
On the Right hand side of the Father
(The Cerebral Cortex)
The Mind of Christ thinkers know compassion & empathy
ability to understand and share the feelings of another
Gladness for the Upright Heart – December 2019
Next giant leap of Mankind
The pioneering Holy Spirt
Just another link to God
Chi flows when navigate with our mind
the Universe shrinks with thoughts
Affirming
Detracting
Same energy
Same ability to create our reality
Choice to remain animal
or reign with the gods
The conversation changed
Returning home
Only to find our Heart
Where Folks Meet their Doom – December 2019
When they face their self
With unfiltered eyes
No presumption
No lies
A frightening reality sets in
Launch a life boat
Prayer & fasting
Really desire to get off this ship
Little shop of horrors
Listless
Me & My ego clash
Dash
Dart
to find Center
End to Homelessness 